Heya fellers!!
I was meditating under the coconut tree one day and a coconut dropped on my head and attained this chiem and very chiem understanding...it is that, to love is to suffer. To avoid suffering, one must not love; but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love; to be happy then is to suffer, but suffering makes one unhappy; therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness. I hope you're getting this down.Catch any balls?

Nah forget it.. you guys are probably goon goon and too goon doo to understand anything! wahahahhahs!!!Been ill lately... very ill.. flu fever everthing you can ever think of. guess i gonna die soon =( wahahahs i won't die so soon! i got things to finish before i die! so i cannot die!! wahahash.. sian.. sick then whole day at home dono what to do also..HAAAA CHOOOO!

hey pigheads?


Baby you so beautiful
And when I'm near you I can't breathe
A girl like you gets who she wants
When she wants it
Your so our of my league
I show you no emotion
Don't let you see what your doin' to me
I imagine the two of us together
But I been livin' in reality

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
But time is running out, so damn my
foolish pride

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Rules are made for breakin'
Nothin' ventured nothin' gained
I'll be no worse off than I am right now
And I might never get the chance again

Fear of rejection, kept my love inside
Told my heart I didn't want you but I lied

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

Here on the outside lookin' in
Don't wanna start dreamin' 'bout
what could have been
I need to hear you speak my name
Even if you shoot me down in flames

I don't care if you think I'm crazy
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad
'Cos I've got no fear of losin' you
You can't lose what you never had
Now I'm gonna confess that I love you
I been keepin' it inside feelin' I could die
Now if you turn away then that's O.K
At least we'll have a moment before
You say good-bye
You can't lose what you never had

You can't lose what you never had....